the story of my life

2010-01-26T21:51:00.002+08:00

lol this thing has been dead for like, so long -.- maybe I should just close it down. rawr and i suddenly feel like doing some baking with kinda intricate (?) decoration and give to everyone.

2009-04-26T15:30:00.002+08:00

haha yes an update after a long long time.im at esplanade library now =) sposed to be doing LA PW proj but we're all sianning cos dont know what to do -.-

sotong outing ytd to celebrate hoon's bdaay. lol the cake looked better than the sample one (still have some in my freezer =), but i think it didnt freeze enough cos it melted. fast. and the crust couldnt detach from the base of the tin -.- so we ended up excavating the crust after scraping the ice cream and chocolate off and dividing it up. bleh sry the cake was so weird hoon ><. forgot to take picture though.

went NYNY for dinner. haha the communal burger was huge and had this moat of fries tt we couldnt finish. and many many unglam photos was taken as well as the set of spontaneous photos tt jo took which were nice =) so as usual, a lot of gossiping, guai lan-ness, stupid jokes and laughter. a fun sotong outing XD.

2009-03-26T23:53:00.002+08:00

haha so i actually did try to post some time ago..but because everytime i tried uploading photos the post got screwed up (3 times) i got sian of rewriting and abandoned it. well, im back. =)

studying for bio test now (lol so why am i blogging?). its actually understandable, and i feel quite confident.quite. even though im doing last minute revision lol.

math test today was so screwed. but hey,definite improvement over class test:at least twice the score! (not tt that's saying much since i scored 2 1/2 for class test -.-)

i've been sleepless this week...chionging hist essay on mon, PW on tues,studying for math on wed (though i didnt slp late, but nt much studying got done ><) and now for bio (going to sleep after studying eye though). haha sleep debt man...im feeling the effects. been vaguely emo since tuesday >< yeah.

baked lemon cookies today; but didnt really like them =( bleh can just tell that they're gonna be unpopular cookies. hm i took the shortcut way with cake mix, maybe tt's why?they're a bit too sweet and not sour enough. i found the flavor too robust (wld have preferred something more subtle/delicate) and its really jelat after a few =(( sigh.dont suppose anyone wants to eat them?

shall try shortbread next or bread. or mudslide cookies (again). or...a lot of other things =))

syf full dress rehearsal tmr. hope i dont screw up ><.

2009-03-08T23:57:00.002+08:00

wa lau i feel like doing another "fuck you" post. im nt going to be a macdonalds employee/photocopy shop assistant/maid ok. i shall secretly study when u're nt around and get good results. and i'm going to get a job with a higher salary than yours and then we'll see who's mocking who. HA.

ok now that's over with. baked maltesers cookies just now =) it didnt turn out as nice as i would have thought, though there are chewy bits tt are the malt centers of the maltesers. damn too many things to bake! and my rents recently bought me a giant recipe book with like all kinds of things tt can be baked...be it cookies, muffins, eclairs or cheeseballs.... and now i have even more ideas. too many things to bake, too little time!

haha so nat and I were losering during CO concert. it was fun, though. in a loser kind of way =D

yes jo glad tt you got ur rescheduling man...and i like ur new blogskin =)

shit la my ballet exam and SYF gonna clash sia...syf time nt confirmed yet..maybe i can try to rush down? worse come to worse i have to choose one...but either way i feel damn evil cos im letting down someone... =(((

2009-02-18T18:30:00.008+08:00

haha i havent updated in a long looooong time. hm well vday was last week and i feel like posting a few cookie pics =)

the work area. some dough tts been rolled out, as well as a lot of flour.

The cookies after being moulded, before baking ^^

Melted chocolate! cadbury dairy milk, btw.

The first batch of smaller cookies, after freezing. yay!

haha lol tts abt it. hm i've been really interested in baking lately. have lots of ideas lined up, as well as plenty of present ideas =)). oh, and i might expand out into brownies and cakes. so many things to do, so little time...

chem test is shitty. but then, so was bio test. oh and hcl test lol.literal borderline pass. even LA wasnt as gd as it could have been, cos summary pulled me down. damn this feels ominously like the start of a sucky academic year (at least for tests). and after handing up 3 math ass. on time, the latest two have disappeared into a black hole somewhere >< hcl hw isnt doing too well either , though at least i've gotten caught up. except for the hol book review lol.

sigh i feel quite danced out, what with syf and grade 8 exam being arnd the same time this year. bleh and i havent been doing too well for either. muscle aches..3.2 km =(

2008-12-30T21:57:00.002+08:00

haha yes the orange cookies did turn out nice. though the new batch i tried are better.mudslide cookies =) they're mostly made out of melted chocolate, so they're chocolately, rich, moist (kinda brownie like) and oh so yummy =D lazy to take pics at the moment,so just take my word for it.haha there was so much melted chocolate in the dough that even after mixing all the other ingredients in it still looked like pure melted chocolate..

hmm went out with the ballet people today, went ice skating for the first time =) it was pretty crowded, kinda fun i guess?yay i didnt fall down!haha there was this pro kid who was doing stunts...bleh it would probably be funner if i actually knew how to iceskate...tried to make use of the rollerblading techniques they taught us as post-exam activities in year one and two, but i kinda forgot most of it, so..yeah, stuck to the sides mostly =)

so i just want to mention my too-pro family for a while.so, a typical over-dinner conversation that took place on sat...we were testing each other on the capitals of different countries....the uluest of the ulu came out, places like romania, finland, poland and sweden....and then we moved on to naming a city in a country other than the capital, then to US presidents, then to all the geography stuff(highest mountains in each continent). oh my god i felt so INFERIOR. haha my dad bro and sis were rattling off all the complicated, random ulu names and i was sitting there with a blank expression on my face.and even my mom, whos usually not so gd with this stuff,knew the answers to some of the difficult ones,and i was like ??? there. bleh maybe i should go read up?chiangky would be pleased...(haha i asked them abt the US president with the wife called lady bird that chiangky tested us on once...my bro and sis couldnt answer, but my dad like knew who it was immediately -.-)

2008-12-22T23:57:00.003+08:00

fuck you too la. i never make any promises that you dont force me to make.what "breaking your promises"...i never made them in the first place.and so what if i dont slave my holidays away doing revision?who says i cant "buck up in the last 2 years before A levels"? you? so, what, i'm going to spend the last week before school starts finishing the ten-year series?fuck you.

....ok, sorry. now that the rant is done with, i shall talk abt sotong xmas xchange yesterday =) bleh i actually wanted to post this last night (because i know that if i delay too long in blogging i lose interest and become too lazy to ever blog abt it ie sotong birthday celebration and class chalet). yup yup, so...

hm went out early in the morning to jurong pt to do some last min shopping for hoon and haojin 0o and discovered that jurong point has become damn huge. seriously i almost got lost few times.but there were a lotta interesting stores though =)mm yup so grabbed a 'sneaker' pencil case and a weird-figure-stuck-to-a-drawer for haojin and yh respectively before grabbing a quick bite at bk and setting off to cityhall.

when nat jo and hoon turned up,we went to marina,grabbed tickets for yes man then went to gloria jeans where we drank coffee and had the gift xchange =) got a "Think, it's not illegal" coaster from jo, a spec-holder/monitor cleaner/wrist rest from hoon, a realllyyy pretty pouch and a "Princess on Board" sign from haojin =) and a nice glittery (not sure what you call it...)pin?badge? from nat (who promised nicer stuff when sch reopens. its ok man =) oh and nothing from j cos he forgot to bring all the presents (tsk tsk =p).haha i love all the presents,so...thank you, guys!

ooh yes man was a damn cool and seh show.super funny too.terrence the old guy is damn guai lan.and i loved the guitar scene!haha shall watch again with my bro.

mm then we went to seoul..without hoon, cos the idiot told his mom he was going back home.hoon, how could you??haha v. fun.gorged ourselves and crapped at the same time.oh and the humms refused to open..we should sue seoul garden haha. yup and we discovered turkey..and the dubious meat lol.

yup all in all a really fun outing, one of the more memorable sotong ones yay =)

so yes today was spent mixing up dough. cos i saw this chocolate orange biscuit recipe that looked like it could be a cookie recipe, so i tried it with a few substitutions where i cant find the ingredients(brown sugar instead of golden caster).hmm zesting oranges is really tiring,bleh my arms ache from doing that and juicing the orange..haha but i have a skinless orange in the fridge now XD oh and and i got to try out the OCTOJUICER! haha it works well man, thanks guys =)))so i refrigerated the dough in an attempt to make it spread less later and behave more like a cookie and less like a biscuit when it bakes. have yet to bake it,though the orange zest and juice in the dough smells very very good =) and i find myself constantly running to the fridge just so i can open it and sniff the dough XD haha as you can tell, im a bit excited to try baking it cos it just smells so nice!shall bake it tmr morning and see how it tastes..can't wait =)

2008-12-02T17:33:00.002+08:00

take a deep breath..this is going to be a long post.

so yeah about my ahgong's death..hm im definitely sad, cos i was close to him, but im nt especially traumatised abt it, because those last few days before he passed, he was really suffering and totally helpless in the hospice. he couldnt leave the bed, he was incoherent almost all of the time, couldn't talk, couldn't eat or drink (he had to be fed via tubes), couldnt go to the toilet on his own (he wore diapers), couldnt breathe properly without a breathing tube, couldnt communicate at all, couldnt even turn in the bed on his own....it may sound bad, but i think it was better to have died then to have survived like that for months more.

hm the wake and funeral was 7 days and i've had time to reflect on funerals..the wake had some ceremonies and rites that let you make peace with the dead by saying goodbye to them and "giving them a better life in their next life" via the burning of the paper house, paper car and paper money, etc. yet at the same time, the wake, most of the time, was more like a giant family reunion where you get to meet the most obscure of relatives and other random people. while you honour the dead, i believe the point of having a wake is also to remind you that there are still many many living people out there, and that dwelling overly on the dead will do no good to all those still living. also, days of sitting at the wake with nothing to do but fold paper ingots also become a sort of enforced family time, where our whole family is forced to sit down and talk to each other, for lack of anything better to do. doing this can be quite enlightening, because the death of our ahgong led us to suddenly realise how mortal we all are, and how easy it is to die. thus, we end up reminiscing on our childhood and a lot of old arguments were kinda laid to rest. also, we got to hear some stories about my ahgong, like how he was a teen delinquent and was in a gang and had a bunch of sworn brothers and used to owe a parang (!). another thing is that experiencing the whole wake and funeral allowed us to speak about all those morbid things that we wouldn't want to talk about normally, like what you want your family to do with your ashes, that sort of thing (btw, i want my ashes scattered in the sea or off a bridge into the wind or something).

yup. that's about it for the deep thoughts. hm traditional chinese funerals are really sexist..bleh my mom is the oldest child, but because she married 'out of the family', she was ranked behind all my aunties (the wives of my mom's younger brothers) in the rites. yeah and my sis bro and i had to wear dif costumes from everyone else, and we were like right at the end of the heirachy. and my bro was bitter cos though he's the oldest grandson by seven years, because he's considered out of the family (since all of us are technically in the 'lock' family and not my mom's), the "oldest grandson" who had to perform all the rites and stuff ended up being my younger cousin. yeah and and because i was having my period, i couldnt cross the bridge during the coin tossing part of the ceremony! grr it was damn embarassing..

on to more lighthearted stuff!cookies!!! haha im kinda obsessed with baking cookies nowadays. i've tried 3 different recipes from scratch..the first one was quite crap, but edible. the second one was much better, but the third one (the batch i just baked today) is yummily yummy! haha i have pictures, which i snapped before my bro and sis came home and munched on them..lol i didnt manage to get pics of the last batch cos i kept forgetting and before i knew it they were all gone... so, pics!

yup yup. cookies =) i made a whole container full, so i'll prob bring some to the next sotong outing which is my bday celebration yay! thanks j and whoever for organising it =D

2008-10-31T21:23:00.000+08:00

yep so after god knows how long i'm back.

mm well GPA 2.8 which is decent because its abt what i was expecting. EOYs were mostly average as well, prob. because of the last minute work. heh. but its over so yup =) oh and i have an F in the report book for math 2 ouch.

hm so i've been spending a lot of time thinking deep thoughts (no, really) and reflecting. haha concluded some weird things about myself..

dance today. hm watching the syf videos was cool, i liked the ACJC one! and SCGS is all technique no performance/creativity bleh. and i like our dance =) its fun and nice and not too hard.

need to clean up the house soon cos during exam period i started leaving textbooks, guide books, files and stacks of paper all over the place...and its kinda a mess tt my mum has been bugging me abt ><

happy =) cos my com is finally fixed and im using it right now. but argh i lost all my links which is damn shit because some of those websites were really obscure ones tt i can't find back grr.

hm im pretty sure i have more to say but i cant think of anything now so i'll just leave it here.

2008-08-01T21:18:00.001+08:00

so my dad was like, "you need to buck up. if your results keep dropping they might not let you skip O levels." when i told him tt the cutoff pt is 2, he went "well, you never know....if you continue like this.." seriously la. is 2.8 tt bad?

yup so i was having a conversation with the classrm ceiling today.

it's a cool ceiling.

but i can't tell you what it said, cos it's between me and the ceiling.
screw it
yup =)

hahaha "i'm tired of being a sheep". (ordinary life, lost prophets) XD

2008-07-27T22:15:00.000+08:00

time for an update i guess.

so, the 演讲比赛 on fri wasnt tt bad. i think i screwed up the chinese one cos i nv pronounce clearly, but the el one was surprisingly easy cos i lucked out and drew the same topic (LOYALTY) as the cl one. haha lucky me =) and mdm ilyana was there and she keep on smiling at me so my 'speech' ended up v. conversational and random singlish words like 'la' kept popping up =s anyway ty to pple who encouraged me and told me it'd be ok =)

been wanting to post this for some time. chiangky is super damn funny esp. when he sidetracks which is like always.

so he was talking abt conflict..and then he sidetracked..

"There's this t.v show abt the yue4 guo2 and another country fighting...one of the princes was humiliated by the other and spent his time plotting in secret to get his revenge....(blah blah blah)....and...why am I talking about this?"

lol we don't know either.next he talked abt e cold war and proxy wars and fighting through other countries...so he used this analogy.

"If i'm jealous of Mr. Sng, and want to take over his position, i wouldn't confront him directly...i'd use someone else to do the dirty work for me...maybe Mr. Low or Mr. Ng, 'cos they're gullible enough..and then when Mr. Sng is gone maybe MOE will make me a VP since i'm already a HOD..and from there i can work my way to become principal..."

somehow or other he wandered to the topic of cannibalism..

"i'll probably want to eat children, because children are tasty..."

o0 is he speaking from personal experience?there were other funny stuff like the "banana curtain" and the mention of "the ah beng from 3C" -.-...at the end of the lesson...

[teacher standing outside]

chiangky: "sorry, is it the end of my lesson?"
[looks at clock]
"its 11.15." (note: clock SPOILT)

someone: "its 9.15."

chiangky: "9.15? how much time do i have left? [someone says something] one more period?"

someone: "no, one more minute."

LOL. haha so entertaining.

so, yeah. 3 tests coming up. i still don't get polynomials & binomials. ah well.

hey jo cheer up man. results aren't everything. yea pls don't call me a bitch but really. and no they're nt going to kick u out of ip.

so, havent gotten J a present for his bday yet. bleh no idea what to get him. and no time for any sotong outings cos of all the tests.. =(

yup yup tts abt it. shall go n try to do my LA speech =)

2008-07-09T23:21:00.000+08:00

yeah i know there's no point envying people. i'll be content just being myself (and no one can beat that.so THERE. =p)

so, zr's coming back nxt wk. haha wonder whether he's changed or still tt same old gradient-y person? scully the bengs rub off on him o0 tt'll be super scary.

mm so weird stuff happened...a very..uh..interesting? conversation. I don't know what to make of it...kinda awkward.

haha so i was reading my olddd diary (the pri sch one) yesterday. super super amused at how immature i was =p lol guess this is part of growing up? (ie reading old diary entries and LAUGHING) yeah but really i was kinda surprised by what i wrote back when i was young and naive. and i had bad taste -.- but the overlooked one is the better catch, judging by recent pics LOL

eeks my hw seems to be dying somewhere. im trying to do it but the words keep eluding me. my LA essay is crap so far (and no, im nt exaggerating or anything). and i cant even think in chinese anymore =( crapppp.

missed SYTYCD again. nvm mon was first ep of top 20, so nxt wk shld still be fine =)

i quite like my new seat. feel sry for jo though, who's sianning in a corner and depressed =(

i won't talk abt EDS handover, cos i've alr written an emo reflection abt it for portfolio today. suffice to say that i think the comm members all deserve their roles a lot and will def. do a good job. oh, and i love EDS =))

if you're happy and you know it shout EDS - EDS!

2008-07-03T23:15:00.000+08:00

just heard some really shocking news. it just made me reflective, made me think about life and how we should really live it to the fullest. don't regret anything, because you might not get a second chance over...and really, don't take what you have for granted, because you'll never know when its gone.

and yeah, don't mean to be all cryptic and all, but that's all i want to say about this.

2008-06-25T21:16:00.000+08:00

hm animation is fun =) haha we're doing a Romeo and Juliet story between...a cd-rom and a floppy disc XD yes you heard tt right.it started something like this, when we were brainstorming for story ideas..

me: (staring at CDs and floppy discs pasted on com lab walls) hey, we should make our main character a cd. it'll be easy to draw; just 2 circles...

deen: (laughs) so what kind of plot do you want? we could do something with shakespeare...

someone: romeo and juliet?

me: oh, we could do a romeo and juliet story between a cd and a floppy disc! it'll be a tragic story; they can never be together cos' he's round and she's square!

XD and tts how it all came about. we eventually started discussing a party held by a CPU, with thumbdrives, micro-sd cards, mp3 players and other electronics lounging around with batteries as food haha and it all progressed from there =)

right, so some quizzes just cos i'm bored:

You Are Strawberry Ice Cream

A bit shy and sensitive, you are sweet to the core.

You often find yourself on the outside looking in.

Insightful and pensive, you really understand how the world works.

You are most compatible with chocolate chip ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

Your Ice Cream Personality:

You like to think of yourself as a fairly modest person. And it's true that you don't talk yourself up... but you're also pretty happy with who you are.

You are a pretty cautious person. You look before you leap, and you don't leap often. There's a bit of a wild child within you, but it doesn't get out often.

You are a fairly open minded person with a wide range of tastes. You are quite accepting of unusual ideas and people.

You tend to have a one track mind. You prefer not to multitask.

You are fun loving and sweet. You tend to enjoy joking around and teasing people.

The Ice Cream Personality Test

You Are a Peacemaker Soul

You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can.

War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace.

You are a good mediator and a true negotiator.

Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy.

While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental.

You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take.

On the flip side, you've got a great sense of humor and wit.

You're always diplomatic and able to give good advice.

Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

What Your Taste in Chocolate Says About You

You are intense, powerful, and dramatic.

People respect the things you do...

And they're not sure if they could do them!

You are mellow, spiritual, and philosophical.

You are a true humanitarian. You enjoy helping people.

Your heart can be too open at times. You sometimes over-extend yourself.

You love being by yourself and thinking. Developing your own theories and ideas is fun.

You feel lost when you're forced to be social. Being with other people can be lonely for you.

The Chocolate Oracle

You Are the Superego

While some people may think first and act later... you often don't act at all.

You rather be safe than sorry, and you take ethics pretty seriously.

Like everyone, you have some pretty crazy desires. But unlike everyone, you restrain yourself.

You have high standards for your own behavior. And you happily exceed them.

Are You Id, Ego, or Superego?

Your Superpower Should Be Mind Reading

You are brilliant, insightful, and intuitive.

You understand people better than they would like to be understood.

Highly sensitive, you are good at putting together seemingly irrelevant details.

You figure out what's going on before anyone knows that anything is going on!

Why you would be a good superhero: You don't care what people think, and you'd do whatever needed to be done

Your biggest problem as a superhero: Feeling even more isolated than you do now

What Should Your Superpower Be?

I really, really hate myself.

2008-06-24T01:43:00.000+08:00

Ah yes, a post =) new blogskin cos the old one's pic disappeared.

first things first, please go do my true friend quiz, posted on the profile page. it's totally new and revamped, and i think i was on crack when i was writing it XD if you can get through it, you know me well...

haha so it's elective week...i'm kinda jealous of the culinary people (FOOD!), but ah well 2D animation is fun too. i like drawing on the drawing tablet, it makes my crappy drawings look better =) and getting to wander hpps during break is cool. how could they have chopped down the pineapple plants?!

right, so..my homework is, uh, undone. and that's putting it nicely. cos what it means is that i haven't lifted a finger to TOUCH my homework yet, let alone do it. and i mean it literally. i really really haven't done anything at all yet...go me.

nxt wk is idmi >< im supposed to do the script for the play but i don't even really know what i'm supposed to do damnnit. grr.

Do not go gentle into that good night.
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

coconuts!

2008-05-21T20:26:00.000+08:00

won't talk much cos i have to go study for math test which i know im gonna fail >< like all my other ones. so this post is just gonna be one-liners.

hmm don't feel like posting about level camp, just that i thought it was generally fun, esp all the late night talk cock sessions =)

haha going for uk trip soon! like 1am sunday ^^ excited..

lol my mom & bro bought me a squirrel keychain as symbolism of my "identity" as a squirrel -.-

open house on sat..hope tt got at least a few hpps pple so i try to can lure them to the dark side (no i don't have cookies). doubtful though, considering tt dunman is gonna relocate back to the far, distant east...

a long post

2008-04-28T21:34:00.000+08:00

hm this post might be a little longer. for once.

i LOVE EDS and all the Y3 dance pple this year. we've been much more bonded (..besides a conflict today..) and much more fun. it helps tt we have a great choreographer =) for once. it's really sad, though, that we only truly bonded in our second-last yr in EDS. EDS night is on sat, and nxt yr we'll have SYF & one last EDS night before we have to leave. that means that out of our four years in EDS, we'll only have truly enjoyed two years of it...

so today met xin wei and hwee chian at raffles city for lunch. sat at burger king and gossipped a bit =) then we boarded the train towards boonlay. we were supposed to meet the rest of the dance pple at the end of the train at raffles place but they boarded the same train as us so we walked through the train, got out at every stop and ran down the line before re-boarding the same train, until, at arnd outram, we finally got to the end of the train and saw the dance pple. lol i think pple were looking at us weirdly.

oh n i cut my hair. i think it looks weird but some pple say it makes me look cuter and more squirrel-y -.- nt sure whether tt's a gd thing.

i love our level dance costume =) it flatters all of us and is nice enough to be worn outside. ty to dance pple for choosing out a nice costume n hwee chian for paying for me. the one problem with the costume is that everytime i lift my arms i'm flashing my stomach. and there's a big blemish there. damn i must remember to cover it with concealer during EDS night.

yup so we had rehearsal in the gym and we screwed up our dance >< saw jo too. i agree with you, jo, tt dress is really horrendous.

haha the fun part is when we were practising level dance in the gym and bevan was trying to make us behave more 'sexily' for the last bit. then he split us up into groups and made us act sexy, and he did some demonstrations also =)) lol then we were cheering like siaogaos and joking and laughing until our stomachs hurt. yes huien it would really be sexy if your hands get jammed there =)

=) and it's really strange, but recently i just have this irresistable urge to *ahem* a lot. no, really. like, everytime i see a certain someone..hm i must be coming down with a cough. yup, that's definitely it. no, it doesn't have anything to do with anything scandalous. and nothing to do with nat at all. yup. *ahemahem* (haha nat if you see this pls don't kill me!)

hm so i was reading all my old blog posts. >< oh man i can't believe i was so..guai lan in sec 1. and y the hell was i so damn angsty? seriously, i've realised there really is nothing to angst abt, and its mostly just da4 jing1 xiao3 guai4. but i'm really surprised that i changed so much in the space of one or two yrs...i wonder if i'll be very different this time nxt yr..

life has been pretty good this year. great cls, great CCA, great friends...the list goes on. the problem though, is tt im still falling behind on the homework.oh man...assignment 1,2,3,4,5...kweky's def. gonna kao bei abt me to my rents during ptm >< eeks.

2008-04-24T20:45:00.002+08:00

i guess i should try to update more often but i tend to be clueless abt what to write..so i shall fill this post with super short paragraphs!

hm i seem to have been designated the 'letter-writer' in cls -.- eek seriously man tt letter was hard to phrase..direct but not too direct, nice but not too nice..

haha i seem to be a lot more touchy-feely nowadays. don't know why also; don't rmb myself being like this last year. but now i find myself looking for 'victims' in cls to 'seduce' =p and hugging and les-ing with pple randomly..haha im a lecher :D

sigh chem VIVA was bad cos i was panicking and toh kept frowning at my answers which made me panic more grr. bio test was ok, but i waste energy chionging my cheatsheet and copying all the translation transcription stuff -.-

got dance tmr, my black top is a giordano tank top tt's a bit..tight >< eeks i knew i should have gotten the round neck black tee...

i like 3c =) cos everyone's..nice. just very, very nice =)) oh forgot to mention..isabella rocks. seriously. all hail isabella!

haha shall end this off with a short poem drabble thing. it's becoming a habit, ending off my posts with random bits of writing..

It's silent.
I'm speaking.
I open my mouth and no voice comes out
The whole world can't hear me
I'm talking to myself.

2008-04-10T16:06:00.002+08:00

haha i shall post here secretly and see whether anyone notices =) it's been so long since the last post that it should take some time before anyone realises.

hm what to say...ah yes i like 3C =)) cos everyone is nice with a few possible exceptions. lol and we all bond over gossiping abt you-know-who o0.

miss the 2L gang though =( though i do see you all at recess and after sch..

hm cos i can't really think of anything to write, i'll end this off with a story (yes random i know =) :

One day a friend took me by the arm and dragged me off. I asked her where we were going. "Nowhere," she replied. I shrugged. I didn't have anything better to do. I could do Nowhere.

We walked for an eternity, turning random corners and changing directions abruptly. And eventually we reached Nowhere. Nowhere wasn't a very welcoming place. It was very grey, and very dull, and altogether made any visitor feel lethargic immediately.

We sat down in the middle of Nowhere, and I asked her what we were doing here. "Nothing," she replied, and so I did Nothing.

An eternity of Nothing passed, and I felt myself dissolving into the Nothingness, drowning in it, breathing in it. I turned to my friend and asked,

"Who am I?"

She shrugged. "I don't know. You can't be me, 'cos I'm me. And you can't be you either, 'cos I'm you as well. Who do you think you are?"

"No one," I whispered.

"No one," she agreed. "You're not anyone."

And there was nothing more to be said after that.

sotong outing

2008-01-20T23:42:00.000+08:00

lol since everyone seems to alr have posted abt sat (wif the exception of j), i guess i should update my blog and talk abt it too.

so, yeah.super belated birthday celebration for nat.met at tanah merah mrt and sianned there while telling each other to make a decision before finally deciding to go nsrcc for k. then waited at the newater visitor's centre stop for the shuttle before giving up and sitting in the taxi.

hm k was normal, yh had his SHE =) and there was jay chou and wu yue tian and random oldies courtesy of kaki2..after that we went tramping through the grass and anthills to reach the beach, where we lined up on the rocks doing the newly invented taiji-sotong-territorial-dance-thing. lol then we played catching (yh's idea) which consisted of me walking towards everyone else who walked backwards til they reached the edge of the rocks -.- after threatening a random couple who was infringing on our territory with the dance, we manuevered back and sporadically performed the taiji-dance thing on cyclists and skaters on the footpath.there was a weird conversation abt a woman peeing... then we went to tampines for seoul garden =) and we almost didn't have enough money, and the last $10 was made up entirely of coins haha i think the salesguy also nt happy lor. hm since the cost per person was abt $20, does tt mean the gst + service charge made up $40?

so yes lotsa stuff happened during dinner.we formed a sisterhood...discovered the humms...i cooked beef...we found out abt j's motherly instincts..while nat remained a normal person..jo advocated shitting and laughing...we played scissors paper stone and eventually toot cock game to finish the food..we passed icecream arnd..everyone laughed themselves sick...basically we had a lot of fun =) haha we shld have brought a camera. or gone to take neoprints =( but in the end no time and money.

heh i have plans for yh's & jo's birthday celebrations alr...

2007-11-29T23:56:00.000+08:00

right so i decided to update..hm lets start frm last wk..

so, sometime last wk (i cant rmb when exct, i tend to forget the date during the hols) i went to chinatown with my mom ^^ which was damn fun cos we went to all the craft shops and the clothes shops and the random shops and bought a lot of stuff. and i got a bunch of random beads and a lot of very nice charms. and my lovely turquoise stone which my sis says looks like an oversized m&m -.- (guess we know what she's been thinking 'bout..) and my bro says i should give a name to cos its like my pet rock or something. ha ha.but seriously, i love my turquoise.and the tiger eye too =) i also got anther piece of turquoise, a donut shaped one, which i made into a earring. 0o i suspect i would look totally overkill if i wear all of them together. a chunk of turquoise arnd my neck, a tigereye bracelet, and a large turquoise earring dangling frm one ear...hms.(do you believe in the healing properties of gemstones? i do.)

incidentally, i decided that having only one earhole is a good thing. no really. despite the wisecracks frm my bro abt my earhole being in my right ear -.-. but seriously, it makes it easier to make earrings =) one instead of two, see. though it was a little weird when my ballet teacher asked us whether we had earholes (she was thinking of getting us to wear earrings for the concert) and i was like uhh, i have only one...

speaking of the concert, its next sat which is btw my bday.lol. and as of yet i havent actually collected $ or ordered tickets so im wondering whether any of u pple are actually going...

i'll skip over jerm's bbq cos u can go nat's blog for tt =D. not sure whether i can make it for the cls chalet sigh. during xmas leh...

right tmr is the last day of NaNoWriMo and i declare myself a failure. sighs i hardly wrote anything at all, too busy slacking in the end. gr im quite angry at myself cos i really wanted to do it but i guess i kinda expected this..well theres alwys nxt yr i guess.

been reading fiction online and i found some FANTASTIC writing thats free on the net but beats,like, most of the stuff i find published outside.unfortunately the writer isnt continuing on with it =( but ah well it was a really really good read, so im happy =))

haha tmr im going to the chuangyi bazaar at bukit merah and when my dad found out he was apparently leary of letting me go myself because, i quote "bukit merah is not a good area..". to which i replied that i wasn't going to some seedy geylang area or anything, which immediately prompted my bro to tease me abt seedy geylang areas.grr.and people wonder why i grew up so weird (and occasionally annoying)?

2007-10-22T22:06:00.001+08:00

haha im back. finally. this is gonna be a short post though.

had a streaming talk today..still cant decide whether to apply for double or triple science. guess i'll wait for results then say.

hm hols is almost upon us, i plan to make gd use of the time instead of spending evryday on the com. incidentally, working on jo's ms teen environment outfit is getting me interesting in t-shirt recon (redesigning t-shirts-cutting & sewing- to make new stuff). am going to experiment during the hols.

i joined NaNoWriMo! haha wanted to last yr but was too late. hope that i have the dedication to go through the whole thing..

2007-07-08T19:39:00.000+08:00

haha as you can see, i jus developed a FFVII obsession =) so far my knowledge of it is based off extensive research, fanfics, FFVIIAC and FFVIIBC (the OVA). planning to play it when i have time, which isn't anytime soon..sadly, i don't own a PS so i guess i have to play it on ePSXe (the PS emu)

2007-06-22T23:58:00.000+08:00

（周华建：有没有一首歌会让你想起我）
-天空下着一样冷冷的雨落在同样的世界昨天已越来越遥远-
（周华健：怕黑）
-因为我会怕黑因为我无法入睡因为我心中疲惫因为我迎着雨打风吹因为我会怕黑因为我觉得意冷心灰因为我隐藏我的眼泪请不要让这一切变成不对-

2007-06-15T00:17:00.000+08:00

you know what? i hate it when people presume things about me.as if they know me so well.

2007-06-14T13:57:00.000+08:00

some random quizzes koped frm ms yap's blog...

You Are a Ham Sandwich

You are quiet, understated, and a great comfort to all of your friends.

Over time, you have proven yourself as loyal and steadfast.

And you are by no means boring. You do well in any situation - from fancy to laid back.

Your best friend: The Turkey Sandwich

Your mortal enemy: The Grilled Cheese Sandwich

What Kind of Sandwich Are You?

haha ms yap, im ur mortal enemy =))

Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal.

You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk.

You should major in:

Philosophy

Music

Theology

Art

History

Foreign language

What Should You Major In?

You Are a Centaur

In general, you are a very cautious and reserved person.

However, you are also warm hearted, and you enjoy helping others in practical ways.

You are a great teacher, and you are really good at helping people get their lives in order.

You are very intuitive, and you go with your gut. You make good decisions easily.

What Mythological Creature Are You?

You Are 56% Intuitive

Your intuition is often right, and you use it more than you may realize.

Your gut feelings are usually a good guide, but you need more to go on when making a decision.

You'll often check to see if the facts back up your feelings.

And when your intuition is wrong, you work to improve it for the future.

How Intuitive Are You?

You Are 4: The Individualist

You are sensitive and intuitive, with others and yourself.

You are creative and dreamy... plus dramatic and unpredictable.

You're emotionally honest, real, and easily hurt.

Totally expressive, others always know exactly how you feel.

At Your Best: You are inspired, artistic, and introspective. You know what you're thinking, and you can communicate it well.

At Your Worst: You are melancholy, alienated, and withdrawn.

Your Fixation: Envy

Your Primary Fear: To have no identity

Your Primary Desire: To find yourself

Other Number 4's: Alanis Morisette, Johnny Depp, J.D. Salinger, Jim Morrison, and Anne Rice.

What Number Are You?

Your Personality is the Rarest (INFJ)

Your personality type is introspective, principled, self critical, and sensitive.

Only about 2% of all people have your personality - including 3% of all women and around 1% of all men.

You are Introverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Judging.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

2007-06-08T22:26:00.000+08:00

cls chalet rocked lol.recap recap...

sots met at eastpoint starbucks to do proj first but it ended up as a mass slacking/talk cock session with a staring match between jo n j.t-rexs lol.after buying stuff, we went pasir ris and met up wif evryone. we conveniently missed the shuttle, ended up taking bus n treking into the chalet.went straight to the chalet;it was unlocked and we settled down inside.then mrs chu came with the keys n found us all inside..

we played amazing race.which was quite -.- the 1st clue was pasir ris park, so we went inside pasir ris park n hoping to find jacky, walked down the stretch.n walked.n walked.we ended up at bedok reservoir park...so we walked to white sands (our 2nd station) n took a bus bac the way we came to another entrance of pasir ris park. the other grp arrived at the same time so we played the station game (hide and seek) together.then we took the bus back to white sands n did the how many shops r there thing.after tt point any enthu-ness we might have had was gone n we ended up sianning at kfc. i think chels was pissed n left first =( sry but there was no enthusiam left.n we made tomato soup lol.

when we got back to the chalet the bbq had started.played memory game with felicia n jo before a whole bunch of pple wanted to join..started eating;mrs chu brought a bottle of grape juice which gng was s'posed to pop (as chairperson).he failed.so jacky tried.didnt work.next,hg. same result. then mrs chu, and....it popped!lols

ms yap was manning the bbq most of the time haha we had random dancing n talk. choc fondue was pretty nice bt after a while the chocolate was abandoned n i was the only one left scraping bits of choc lol. jacky ate a sausage with various pple, ms yap included.she managed to save herself in the nick of time XD.

then it was manhunt, which was actually quite fun;much better than amazing race.we had to get signatures frm the games pple who wld make us do stuff...lol cant rmb wat sx made us do.deen stole gng's wallet n he made j do pushups.sw made j drink down a carton (?) of water in 1 gulp.hc got us to fake kiss =) eddie made us 1)count the no. of bricks in the wall 2)climb over the wall 3)divide the no. of bricks by 8 (36) 4)do tt no. of pushups. chels was tracked down in the bball court.she asked us to close our eyes n count to 120 n since she could/would run away if we did tt, deen n i grabbed her n clung on all 120 secs.then afterwards she asked us to talk to 5 pple we didnt noe so j approached the pple playing bball at the time n said hi to them.

eventually went to bathe. the nice warm bath rocked.settled down in the rm with deen's ds lite n explored pokemon diamond for a while before i got stuck at the slot machines XD haha replay rocks..there was some issue with creepy stuff among the pple who went for midnight bball..hm then napped for a short while n after tt got up n went to the living rm to play taboo.which was damn fun.lol classic moment..word to guess= blush. Deen: what do u do when someone flirts with u? Nat: slap him. Yh: flirt back. Someone: hit him on the head. Jo: smack that.LOLs.

after a while we did DTC- dai ti championship. deen yh ms yap n me were in one grp, sw nat ed jo in the other.then ms yap yh nat sw competed.winner is kinda obvious..seng wai. who else?

went back to the rm, where nat deen n jo played more daiti while i holed up in a corner with the ds lite playing slot machines haha. eventually got on the bed n fell asleep. woke up the same morning, deen jo n nat were stil slping so i got up first. everyone who wasnt slping were eating breakfast so i joined them.later there was ice-eating outside; and a ice spitting/throwing thing. after some time a lot of pple wandered bac into the rms leaving jacky hc me n ms yap outside.jacky was squishing the satay sauce -.-

free show in the rm, where jacky was raping dlim on the bed then later competing with j dlim n hg for possession of the bed, resulting in some compromising positions n what-not.ms yap went high for some time trying to drag the guys off the bed at check-out time, though it sorta waned when they got up after she gave up trying.

bought drinks n caught the shuttle to pasir ris wher a bunch of them went to play bball n i went hme.

lol now for today's story..was sposed to do work at jo's hse but it unsuprisingly ended up as slacking session.got there 1/2 hr late cos of a spot of motion sickness n j was dere swimming alr.splashed water on him n got splashed bac.was wet afterwards..damnit i wan to swim...evryone arrived, usual stuff at jo's hse watch tv play com etc.n then we went hme n jo n nat went for band concert.the end.the end of a slack day.

sotong outing! XD

2007-05-26T22:45:00.000+08:00

haha let me update on the sotong outing today XD. to celebrate jo's (n yh's) birthday, we all 破产 budden it was worth it =)

lol i malu ask nat n j meet earlier at j8 to buy tsubasa posters (dun have, in the end we buy tsubasa jigsaw instead) w/o realising tt thers a cc at choa chu kang...
hm so we ended up late but jo was later so nvm lor =) haha yh got there early n sianned until we all arrived.

after jo came, we went buy potc tickets then go eat lunch (jap food!) at the food court. n we sponsored jo n yh's meals. we rushed to finish eating, after tt went to watch potc. it was v. nice, jo n nat went gaga over jack sparrow/johnny depp.

i expected us to be sian after the movie..but in the end we were quite high mostly bcos potc was such a nice movie =) so we went k box(where we spent more than $100 ><).

the 1st few songs onli jo n nat singing..then i started joining in budden the guys duno shy or what refused to sing/whisper into the mike =p but later we chose those singable songs like 恋爱-ing and then after our time is up n the person came to chase us we stay there half hr xtra lol n evry1 was singing enthully =)

we thought we were going hme...but walking out of k-box, we saw....the neoprint machines! haha at 1st we had to drag the guys in..we took 3 times, it was damn fun, and we all looked quite photogenic. i love tt machine (the one with the 3 level pink and green couch)..

haha jo got a huggable squishy sotong with tentacle-bangs and yh got a smaller blue sotong tt featured a lot in our neoprints..jo also got tsubasa stickers and cardholder.

all in all a fun day; our $$ is gone, but im alr planning for the bday of the nxt person...jeremy.watch out.

2007-05-21T22:43:00.000+08:00

lol its been a really, really long time since i posted. lots of stuff happened but im nt going to comment on those long ago (sorta) events. jus some recent things.

its the last wk term n we have 7 assignments to hand up . -.- go us. dun feel like kao bei-ing;suffice to say i've been majorly slacking since level camp n everything is as yet undone. in fact, i feel like i've been slacking the whole yr so far. i did mainly ok, 2 A*, 2 A and 2 B but i cant shake off the feeling tt i could have done better.i really need to make good use of my hols i tink. sotong study grp!

eds nite is over n surprisingly im kinda sad =( i enjoyed doing the level dance and stuff. no more dance til after hols though, can slack.

y'know, there's no such thing as "i can't do it". everything can be done, its just whether u really want to or not. just a random thought, cliche i know, but pretty true.i think, therefore i am? lol right now im thinking that we CAN do tt sc poster, nat n i were doing research today at the national library n brainstorming ideas. came up with some gd stuff =) go us.

n yes, we r forcing u to go for the miss teen environment thing.haha dont worry we wont sabo u or anything the sanitary pad idea is alr scrapped (i think =)).

something i realised this year; every moment is fleeting. the exhaustion while doing 2.4; happiness and stomach aches while laughing hysterically with frens, outings to watch movies; things like tt. while you're actually experiencing it, it seems so...real (lol yes i know it is real). larger than life n all tt jazz. but once its over...it seems so far away. no memory can come close to the moment of heart-pounding, dizzy reality. which sets me wondering: if everything passes so fast, whats the point of caring so much about it in the first place? i spent so much time trying to escape from 2.4 and when it finally caught up to me it was over in abt 20 mins (i failed miserably; dont even talk about it). what was the point of running away from that looming event in the first place, when right now i cant even recapture the extreme tiredness and desperation i felt (and was dreading) while running?

2007-03-05T21:03:00.000+08:00

ok i really shouldnt be blogging cos there's geog and cl test tmr but i couldnt resist lol.

was sick on fri; my temp started out very high and kept dropping until it was normal.i sorta recovered liao, and i realised tt a official looking medicine prescription bag makes food look innocent. nt tt i was munching on food of course i too guai =) doctor prescribed lozenges for me (did you know they make you drowsy?tts what it says on the afore mentioned prescription package). tussils, which deen thought was fossils at first lol.

our sc proj is dying.yes i know it was due last wk.the interest level of our group members have dropped until we're all now ignoring the project in unison.problem is, there's no time to meet.sigh. mon,cca. tues, 3rd lang. wed, cca. thurs, 3rd lang. fri,cca. sat, cca+ outside activities. sun, a hell lot of other outside activities. which means tt our whole grp is booked the whole wk.and some pple *ahem ahem* dont have msn so we cant discuss online. and so its still blissfully undone...

grr im damned pissed at mrs teng lah. last yr she wasnt so bitchy sia. I & E tt time we were (for once) being hardworking and doing our business plan and product stuff, when she walked over n begun lecturing us in a long-suffering(to her) voice tt we shld prepare materials beforehand if nt we'll be wasting time. i was like wtf lar, its a rare time of the month where you see us working, and all you can do is come over and scold us for "wasting our time" working hah.lol after 2 months of indecisiveness, we decided on a product in 5 mins. we're gonna do stars! from straws, then see what we can do with them lol. after jerm taught me how to make i was practising with a straw stolen from the drinks stall hahah.

had to do my math common test today (cos i didnt appear fri)...plus the sc test, the malay (a total failure; i filled in, what, 3 answers?) and the LA compre test summary.heh better go study for tmr if nt i die..

2007-02-16T19:57:00.000+08:00

going off to msia tmr so this'll be my last post for some time.lol in the end i didnt do any hw at all.woke up late, slacked around, went for ballet(no time to go to hpps, but nvm go on wed) and um, continued slacking around =) n packing of course until i decided i needed to do a "farewell post" lol.

rather obviously, i've cheered up quite a bit from yesterday. thank you j =)

hm.valentines day was nt bad.ty to pple like jerm(lol my angel),nat,hc,chels and dlim who gave pressies.the round giraffe jerm gave is jus so cute.its been manhandled by everyone in cls...poor giraffe. i've been hugging it a lot =)

surprisingly, the talk abt martin luther king vs. malcom x wasn't boring.in fact, it was really interesting. but i still dont want to do the ppt presentation to the cls grr.on the gd side, i found a bk i've been looking for for ages at my beloved jurong regional library (which i haven't been too for some time).

anyways, i have to go n finish packing.(to my clsmates if they read my blog):see you wednesday.

2007-02-15T21:29:00.000+08:00

changed my blogskin to reflect my mood.this is my favourite blogskin to date.

even more depressed lately; shan't elaborate .

going to msia on sat gd thing tmrs a holiday i can do hw then dont nd to bring a stack to msia.

2007-02-11T15:30:00.000+08:00

i changed my mind.i dont like ballet either.stupid ballet teacher.

2007-02-05T22:49:00.000+08:00

blog's been inaccessible for some time cos the pic got prob..in the end had to host myself but now the picture quality nt as gd..

anyway dance is kinda sucky.i dun like the pple behind me -.- irritating pple. realised that i prefer ballet to dance A LOT cos the ballet pple r all very nice pple =) lol does tt sound shallow?

went to nus cultural hall for an hr today to "practise" syf bt i think royston was sorting out the lighting lar.damn ex to use the stage sia. duno 1 min 25 dollars or smthing like tt.

lotsa homework. after only 4/5 剪报s i'm getting sick of them.and imagine we'll be doing one a wk for a yr im getting nightmares alr.

lately been feeling depressed again.but ah well, i feel depressed every other day so tts nt saying much.when i feel depressed i angst n talk to myself.sometimes tts the best mood to have when writing poems lol.except im nt usually coherent enough to write poems when im angsting.

went to watch romeo n juliet ballet on sat. it wasnt bad bt too many death scenes o.0

..lately i've been sorta disillusioned.ok maybe this a stupid thing to be disillusioned abt, but i like to angst, rmb?anyway, i was thinking: the world is so damn big; so whats the significance or importance of one small human being (namely me)?i mean, whether i was born or nt doesnt make any difference to the world at all.

bt tts jus my thinking lar.its mostly what i think up when i feel depressed(always).

btw: i love personality tests muaha lol. jung personality test is really accurate.seriously, those who read my blog..go http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp n check ur personality...lol then u can get a gd description at http://www.personalitypage.com/info.html. sry im bo liao but i wanna know pple's personalities. i'm a INFJ lol its the rarest personality type apparently..and one INFJ personality description says that INFJs like personality tests -.-.

2007-01-13T16:34:00.000+08:00

havent posted for some time. anyway the 2nd and 3rd day back to sch was xplore n xtreme.too lazy to blog on that..go to someone else's blog for the details =)

lol first wk jus over and im starting to owe hw liao. at least i finished my math. jus need to do chinese..

our clsrm is pretty cosy, except everyone is fighting over the air-con -.- either someone complains abt someone else hogging the aircon,or the hot ppl wants to lower the temp and the cold ppl wants to off the aircon..personally i symphatise with the cold grp XD i cant survive below 27 degrees at home and usually i put it at 28 degrees anyway. and i don't know how pple slp with 17 degrees. 27 degrees and i have a really bad cold the nxt morning..the kind that generates mountains of tissue.

dance starting again mon. nt looking forward to it..

2006-12-30T16:02:00.000+08:00

so..yesterday was the sotong outing. where only 3/6 sotongs were present. we rock.

anyway because a certain someone didnt show up and was uncontactable,we waited at the mrt station for an hr.and then we thought that maybe she was at vivo liao so we went to get tickets and see whether can find her. so we obviously cannot get 2.10 tickets and 3.30 also full hse so we got 5.20 ones.

then nat sms and say she jus woke up.

so we went to eat lunch and exchange pressies..

hahah jo's gifts r the most interesting things i've ever received before.and j's gift is cute lol.i feel damn cheapskate lar my gift to him is like so much smaller n cheaper..anyway ty both of u =)

after sitting at the food court for some time still got 1 hr ++ before the show so we went to sit at the "sky garden" there and talked nonsense.

hm dn2 was quite nice budden halfway through i got very the confused abt who thought what and which deathnote is with who and evrything.the ending was sorta -.- though..

2006-12-23T19:13:00.000+08:00

ahaha i finished all my xmas pressies except for j n the n00b ones.this yr got lotsa gd ideas..

my bro got the ------ keychain-cannot state what it is in case he reads my blog
sis got pool table drawer- both my bro and sis pressie is made from the wood kits..
mom got hair brush
dad got polo tees

anyway i made -------- for jo n nat.
and i saw 2 giant squishy sotongs(the really soft kind) but they cost $27 so i didnt want to buy.

jus wondering how we're gonna meet to exchange pressies.cos wanna watch deathnote budden it opens nxt thurs and sure very crowded.maybe book tickets?

2006-12-06T18:01:00.000+08:00

koped fron nancy's blog:

Lonely swan on the silver lake
You are drifting alone
Oh, you know how a heart can break,
When love has flown
When to some distant ocean crossed,
Some mysterious sea,
Though a lover be ever lost,
Love cannot be

Silver swan by the shore,
Lift your wings up and fly;
Will you wait evermore
Let life pass you by?
You belong to the sun,
You belong to the sky,
You have more than one song
To sing before you die

To the edge of the moon you'll go,
I would fly there with you
Where the tides of heaven flow,
Above the blue,
You are destined for higher ground,
Not to linger with me
To the earth I am ever bound,
Eternally

We belong to the sun,
We belong to the sky,
We have more than one song
To sing before we die

We have more than one song
To sing before we die

its apparently the lyrics of a song.nv heard it though.

hahah tmr got sotong outing.to do hw but i tink probably will end up crapping more =) anyway the national lib will prob be full of uni students mugging...might nd to patrol again lol.

2006-12-03T15:38:00.000+08:00

tuition start again today sia...the temporary teacher(the other one dunno go where)keep on giggling sia...then she tok abt teens kissing n hugging in public..reminded me of ahem ahem bt at least that person nt in public lar.

can't wait til ballet ends.damn sian lar.evry wkday n sun also got.ah well tues end then wed can go out liao.

today celebrated my birthday got my manga a tote bag n a pair or earrings frm my bro my sis still owes me a pressie but its ok cos i owe her 2 pressies =) lol.

2006-11-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

lol did the personality disorder test.im apparently really anxious in social situations and worried abt what other pple think of me.which i am.unless its pple i know.

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Moderate
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv

anyway jus watched casino royale today...nt bad lar bt storyline dragged on a bit.2 1/2 hr show.lol celebrating my birthday on sun very early i know bt must celebrate on wkend so...
hahah got vol 19-37 of samurai deeper kyo as a combined birthday-xmas pressie.

haven touched my hw yet.and the materials for xmas pressies r lying half forgotten on the table.cos i jus bought 6 bks at bras basah(though i read some of them before.and i've finished almst all the new ones).they're having a bk fair.i love used bks!they're usually in decent condition and damn cheap.so..been spending my whole time reading.and reading.and...oh, reading i suppose.

yea i know that was pretty -.- but its true.reading rocks.

also playing legend of zelda on vba but nt much.

2006-11-13T22:41:00.000+08:00

fri went for rs presentation.saw ms ng mrs chong n mrs seow there n talked to them.damn i really miss my pri sch teachs.. i also saw cheryl matt huai jun n johnson.matt said hi huai jun looked blur johnson didnt see me and cheryl didnt recognise me -.- lol look at the p5s and 1st thing that comes to mind : "little kiddies"..

today go jai's hse reunion.lol only 9 guys 5 girls there lah what reunion?played pool(meaning:other pple played;i watched) n badminton then ate pizza n chips with ice cream n after that played board games.quite fun lar.

sigh.christmas coming.presents hardly done at all..plus my mom n bro birthday present how??birthday celebration on sun.

hah samurai deeper kyo getting quite interesting...get mote get more.

feeling kinda depressed for some reason.but then i always feel depressed(most of the time anyway) so...yeah.

2006-11-12T13:37:00.000+08:00

hahah decided to changed the blogskin to ANOTHER kenshin one cos i thought the 1st one was too dark but now im beginning to think this one is too bright -.-"...

damn sian...dance everyday..starting to dread it. n i havent even touched my hw yet..cant seem to do anything other than use the com n read. been reading a lot. manga AND fantasy bks.wo de zui ai.lol.

i realised that i tend to obsess over stuff but it wears out fast.i used to obsess over hsm but i don't really think much of it now. i also obsessed over kenshin.i still love kenshin but im nt obsessed anymore.i also obsess over certain food and drink..(ice tea! w00t lol)

conclusion:i'm an obsessive person!

-.-" yea i don't know what was the point of what i just wrote either.

anyway i'll jus do that quiz on jo n nats blog...

start--->

the one thing i never had in my life is:
erm.a younger sibling?(duh im the youngest one)

the only person who can drive me nuts, and can always make me smile :
agree with jo n nat.my bro =)

when im nervous:
i used to look at my watch.now i dont wear watches.so i just crack my knuckles.something like that anyway.

the last time i laughed was when:
earlier today.cant rmb abt what though

my hair is:
brownish blackish?

my feet are:
.....brown.no,seriously.

last christmas:
pressies!

when i turn my head left i see:
electone

when i turn my head right i see:
sofa

when i look down i see:
my legs

the craziest recent event:
err.nth really.craziness originates frm a gathering of marias.which hasnt occurred recently.

i have a hard time understanding:
myself..lol im a complicated person.

one time at a family gathering:
i greeted some obscure relative wrongly -.- damn embarrassing lar.

if its the one i have every sunday:
ballet. damn.im sick of dancing.

you know i like(not lurv) you if:
i don't glare at you or kick you even one time.

if i won an award, the first person i thank is:
me,myself n i. hahah ego!

triangles are:
..weird.

my ideal breakfast:
mm kaya toast??

if you really make me happy:
i'll be really, really nice to u :)

where do you plan to visit anytime soon:
thinking of hpps.

guys are:
guys.what more can u say? XD

i'll stop my wedding if:
the guy is a total idiot(n i only figured it out on my wedding day)

the world could do without:
e*m*l*e*e. guess who?

I'd rather lick the belly of the cockroach:
no way.

recent thing you bought urself:
samurai deeper kyo manga vol 14 n 15.with a popular voucher lol.

least fav time of the day:
none actually.

by the way, please hold on:
i want to go make a cup of ice tea. (lol i've been drinking a cup a day.OBSESSED!lol)

the last time i was high:
nt recently.im naturally depressed.i only get high in the company of marias.

the person i last talked to:
you know, i cant rmb.my mom prob.

last night i:
i stayed up til 12 reading fantasy bks.

there's this guy whom i know is:
like a girl haha

there's this gal whom i know is:
sot.n gong. you know who u r =)

i'll tell you the next person who can make me happy:
my bro.

im listening to:
some cd my mom put on.

i last ate:
dim sum for breakfast.so full i skipping lunch.

my bedsheet is:
either green with stars n moons or covered with teddy bears. -.- yes i know.

i smell:
nthing.i have a blocked nose.

on my table i have:
sewing stuff.desperately trying to make christmas presents...and failing miserably.im at the com arent i?

my full name is:
lock hui qi (AKA the lord)

i tag:
anyone who reads this (which probably equates to no one..)

<--end--

2006-11-03T23:41:00.000+08:00

havent updated for some time...blogger damn laggy nowadays.

anyway recently went to watch deathnote. it was damn nice lar.lol read nat and jeremys blogs for more details. yeah even yh who protested at first n jo who wanted to play badminton enjoyed it i think.nt sure abt deen and jerm though.

but i refuse to say whether i prefer L or light to avoid incurring the wrath of either nat or jeremy lol =).

but i've been reading the manga too and i find it very confusing.the storyline is damn complicated...kiras no. 1 2 and 3...the "descendents" of L etc...i get headache when i read.

hm reading loads of manga lately.all downloaded one.haha kenshin is still my fav of course but i like vampire knight too.

yeah lots of dance sure have perpetual muscle ache one.

obsession

2006-10-09T17:56:00.000+08:00

lol.as you can see, i changed the blogskin to one of kenshin.obviously.

i havent updated my blog for some time, even though the EOYs are over.guess why?

yep.i've been watching kenshin on youtube of course.

that is, when im nt doing the jigsaw.

which is of kenshin, incidentally.(i didnt actually buy the jigsaw recently.i bought it last yr before i'd even heard of kenshin cos it looked cool.and then i got hooked.and i remembered the jigsaw.)

do you detect a certain pattern here?

rurouni kenshin!!!

2006-09-23T23:45:00.000+08:00

eeks im obsessed with Rurouni Kenshin but i cant download stupid badongo isnt working...ahhh i nd my rurouni kenshin fix!!!...

2006-09-21T22:49:00.000+08:00

sigh...

browsing the blogs of my old friends(cos thats what they really are now), i feel so alone.

i mean, yes, of course i have "new"(half a yr (= ?)frens, but..im so out of touch with the lives of the old ones.

partially because im the only one in dunman.partially because i was never close to any of them anyway.not really.i mean, my nygh friends still interact with my rgs frens.you see? now they're my "rgs" n "nygh" frens.never my "hpps" friends anymore.

i wonder.were we friends in the first place?

and i know that my "ex-hpps" friends will never read this post anyway.

horrors...

2006-09-21T22:01:00.000+08:00

she's back.well, not really back but still..

a few wks ago:
my phone rang...
voice:"hello,may i speak to nat"(or smth like that)
me(thinking):oh no its her
me:"this is not nat"
voice:(repeats a few times)"may i speak to nat"
me(thinking):what the ???shut up lar chor lor person
me:"i'm nt nat im huiqi"
voice:"is nat there?"
me(thinking):"err u wanna speak to nat call her lar"
me:"no"
voice:"oh"
hangs up

do u noe who im talking abt?clue:chor lor voice.n jo's blog..has been bombarded by her.how did she find out the blog address?no idea. but jo's tagboard has been tagged by a ????? person who is obviously her.i mean, she revealed herself when she went "i'm a gd friend of her" then later went "im nt c****** either".

she apparently smsed g*g to say she passed the test..thinking...like real she can pass test???pui pui pui.if she comes back...marias beware...

2006-08-28T17:17:00.000+08:00

err.sort of twisted my ankle on sat wheni forgot there was a step n landed with my foot on the side.wsa quite bad on sun(no ballet).mon(today)my foot mostly ok liao but my mom insisted i tied a bandage and wore slippers to sch.felt like an invalid lol.but it was fun to wear slippers to sch.

the most diao thing is that now that my left foot recovered my right foot is starting to feel strained cos i've been putting my full weight on it.argh.now im limping on the OTHER foot.im really becoming an invalid ppl..

stress stress.teachers day coming.parent-child day coming.organising like siao.we nd food for the teach day potluck.everyone seems to be bringing potato chips.but im making jelly.which means i have to make on wed..and then theres the teach day pressies.i was thinking song each teach a bunch of flowers(i know where u can get them cheap)with a signed msg and give an extra card hg bought to pang cos he our form teach.liddat u can dun give personal gift to teach if u dun want to.though u can if u want to.of course if we get flowers somehow the responsibility to wrap up the flowers will fall on me..which means i'll be extra busy wrapping and jelly-making on wed.then parent-child day i have to go organise food + drinks +utensils.food ding liao.malay kueh.drinks will be justea+water.damn both parents coming to parent-child day..argh.

2006-08-24T17:52:00.000+08:00

so peaceful...emmellene is finally gone!

the sotong party is advancing..(qian jing ba,sotong)we shall invade the house of ong(jeremy) and zhang(jermaine) and replace them with our own ong(yh) and zhang(zr).ahahaha.

anyway theres gonna be a potluck nxt thurs.pple, bring some food other than potato chips!

did the hist and sc test ytd.ok lar...hist i got bao wo cos im gd at crapping.sc...for an example of hallucinogens i put poppy seeds.i can't believe it either.poppy seeds.what was i thinking.i think i read too many of those fiction bks where they put ppl to slp using poppy seeds. but since poppy is used to make opium, i can get a 1/2 mark,right?lol.

got the math test back today..60%..at least i didnt fail.my algebra sucks.im volunteering for math remedial.

hm.recently read vol 1 and 2 of this manga called X.its quite interesting.though some parts are a little gruesome, i researched the storyline.its quite tragic at the end.i wanna read the rest of it..

HSM!!

2006-08-10T18:31:00.000+08:00

tues was the national day celebration...stupid lar.played some games then got the mascot thingy...i was like stressed out or something.sorry ppl if i freaked u out.yeah but i wanna know how the dance seniors crop their shirts...as in do they use nail polish or do they hem the bottom of the shirt to keep it frm fraying??

yesterday+today damn slack.went jurong west library n borrowed 6 bks...mostly david eddings.nat insists that he's good so im trying his bks out.

feeling happy.sat nat n i (+ her mom?) r going expo for the library bk sale.damn excited lar!they're selling the bks for $2 PER BOOK!!xiao cheap lor.i bring 1 50 dollar note can buy 25 bks...wanna drag jo along...but she probably sian diao there.

addicted to high sch musical...started when i went to youtube to see the whole dance that we were learning during dance for national day..the other songs also looked interesting so i went to see.then i got interested in the story itself so i watched the whole thing on youtube.but stupid lar they went n removed almost all of the parts of the movie i think because of copyright.then now i cannot stop watching/listening/singing/thinking abt the high sch musical songs+dances+story. the singing is very nice..and zac n vanessa make such a nice couple...vanessa is so pretty but i found out that in real life her hair is straight.i think she looks better with curly hair.i went n bought the soundtrack..keep on listening to it..it came with a small poster that i put up on the wall beside my bed.argh cannot get it out of my head..

2006-08-04T19:03:00.000+08:00

sry i nv update my blog so long...lotsa stuff to do.

wed n thurs got geog n mrs chin made it a competition to "motivate" us.the 1st time darren lim grp win second time sotong win.joseph came over our side 2nd time.then the winner get a packet of sweets.joseph was quite nice shared out the sweets to sotong n the whole class the 1st time 2nd time we gave him 6 sweets lar.n we distributed to the whole class with nat n jeremy getting 1 extra still a bunch each for us.

...idmi the results gong bu some time ago.we got quite high--->41 1/2 over 50.our proness.oh n today we got back the geog settlement assignment.muahaha jo n i scored 27 highest same as nat/chels.damn it lar if only we nv hand up late will b 28..then jo like got mood swing or something...her mood swing damn scary.she starts to sing weird songs then talk a lot og incoherent stuff n act like possesed liddat.its the angst.its affecting everyone in sotong!!

yeah stupid lar national day celebration lar.got the mascot competition.think we shld wrap jia teck in the world map n make him wear a s'pore flag.lol.

damnnit lar dunno y i cant do the royston combo for dance...that particular dance i jus cant get it right.nt in time,blank out in the middle...i actually prefer philemon's steps.dunno y i pick up her steps more easily.but most ppl like royston steps better.

yesterday choreography class was quite fun.we did some VERY BASIC choreography.learnt abt the 5 levels of space.then my 1st 2nd +3rd level of space choreography was nt bad except i went n whacked my knee a few time so now got a big bruise there.nvm.i like to admire my bruises.yea i know im siao.but it turns interesting colours.that vary green purple n yellow.omg.now im analysing my bruise.argh nvm.

today pe...table tennis.at last the 2.4 rerun over liao do tue gee cant make us run anymore.but i suck totally at table tennis lor.i nv play before...

lu han ling(issit spelled correctly) wanna go around n inspect classes.damn better clean up or we go corrective work order.

ok i know i sound mean but i think the whole class is secretly hoping emmellene will faster go home.she damn damn damn irritating lar.talk nonsense ran insult ppl act smart but in reality everything also dunno...hate her lar.

lol they made a maria logo+pledge.i like the line frm the pledge "regardless of khoo,yang,kang or pang(all notorious teachers in our class)..."

the sc frenzy is on.i got nominated by pang but i suspect is he anyhow nominate one.yea nat also got nominated...then sx denise and a lot of the guys also running.then the guys r all like damn enthu abt it lar.go around the class "vote for me!vote for me!" somemore its nt even counted by voting -.-.then darren lim wanted to be sc but he no hope liao.quoting frm sexy zhang "his sc dream has gone down the toilet bowl".he was caught fighting with jeremy during interaction in the hall.according to an eyewitness(yh)they were "rolling around on the floor and punching each other's dicks".pang was like scolding them then we heard him saying to dlim "ni yao dang sc...!etc.etc.".ee yer jacky wanna be sc.think the sec 1s will all b terrified of him lor.

yeah then tues sotong - zhang + sw went to macs n crapped a lot.laughed like siao.then yesterday went to macs again with vanessa n xin wei before choreography.dammnit too much macs is unhealthy n makes u fat.lol.my anti-junk food kick returns.wait that sounds like some kinda lousy movie sequel.nvm.

k think thats abt it.this entry full of short paras.think i will jus update more regularly nxt time.easier.

adventures of sotong

2006-07-22T13:32:00.000+08:00

lol.yesterday was an...eventful day.the first 3 periods were free cos mr.pang has chicken pox+tan tui gee is taking class photos.naturally the sotongs moved over and begun to crap.well.its been a long time since we slapped jo's watch on ziruo, so i suggested that n jeremy acted depressed,then slapped him.it had the effect we wanted and later someone had the idea of using jo's pink tissue cover on ziruo,which we did.ziruo shrieked a little and jeremy wiped it across his forehead.then jo started exclaiming abt "ziruo's smell" on her tissue cover n tried to rub the smell away on everything n evryone.later,we tried the tissue cover on ziruo again and he lost his temper n went to sit by darren loh.lately he's been seduced over to darren loh so we were discussing how to get him back over to sotong.in the end jo directed a skit,where we did our own individual stuff to get him back.damn funny lar.we practised first on jo's water bottle then on the chair and the whole class was staring at us.we treid it on ziruo but he had no reaction so in the end jeremy massaged his shoulders n reminded ziruo that it was his chair he was sitting on then guided him back to his sotong seat...

on a more serious note,there has been some(more)wallet/money thefts lately.it has happened earlier this yr before,but since it stopped after the camp we though its ok liao.but lately got more...nat's wallet has always been targeted.she lost money quite a few times(including during camp)and then lost her whole wallet.even when she put it into her bag.ziruo wallet got stolen,n it was found in the guy's toilet with the money missing.jiateck n joseph lost money or something during the camp though im nt sure abt that.then,thurs chelsia's wallet got stolen,and fri,emmellene's money got stolen.

the evidence is confusing.during camp,nat had her wallet with her as she slept.since we were all in the hall,it must have been a girl who stole it.however,ziruo's wallet was found in the guy's toilet,which leads one to suspect it was a guy who did it. mrs koh told us that she saw a suspicious looking sec 4 guy leaving our empty classrm;it could be him stealing.but chelsia's wallet seems to have been stolen by someone in our class.emmellene's money being stolen...doesnt make sense.according to her,her wallet was opened,money taken out,then closed halfway.we didnt leave the classrm at all before recess,n since it was on the table in front of her,i dont think that anyone could have stolen it without her/the whole sotong grp noticing.even at the times we left our table to get zr back,i dont think a solitary person at her table fingering her wallet would have gone unnoticed.furthermore,her emphasing of how the money stolen was her own savings, and her constant accusations of ziruo being the one who stole her wallet(which the whole sotong grp doesnt believe)makes me suspect that she's bluffing..

2006-07-14T18:29:00.000+08:00

k..lots of stuff happened lately but i was too lazy to update.

idmi wk jus over.it sucked lar.except the days off we got =).but i ended up doing a lot of the work and the whole presentation...went out A LOT during this wk...i am broke liao.my pocket money ($20) +extra money for teh month($20) is totally gone and i owe almost $10 to various ppl...crap lar.

tmr is open hse...i have 1 junior coming. my budlet.i think i influenced her with my propaganda.this is the 1st yr dunman has ever invited hpps ppl to their open hse btw.prob cos we're moving close to them nxt yr...anyway it sounds like a mini-carnival thingy.im supposed to go n help jo man her MAD proj.

yeah yesterday me jo nat chels went to k-box.it was damn fun but damn ex.they charged compulsary $10 for snacks.the cost prob. included the so-called "free drinks".n they charged a lot of stuff they didnt mention at 1st.in the end we almost didnt have enough $ to pay lor...i realised that if i listen to enough cl songs my cl will prob improve...therefore i shall listen to more cl songs lol.

on another note, i have no idea why,but nowadays im constantly drowning in angst.yeah.there was once i was so mentally exhausted and angsty that i started talking to myself.as in really saying it out.n nt a few sentences either.the whole evening i was muttering to myself a whole load of crap abt how i was underappreciated or something.but dinner woke me frm my stupor.

i don't know.im feeling kinda stressed.as in,not in the i-have-too-much-hw-help kind of way.just that i have a lot of...mental barriers or something.i feel like a failure regarding my role as a cp.pls.when i talk,or even shout,almost everyone ignores me n continue talking among themselves.n i cant get anyone to do the bollywood thing for the teachers day performance audition.which we r sposed to perform on tues.stupid lar.how am i gonna get ppl to learn a dance routine in 1 day?especially since that day is geylang river cleaning day.and this is provided i can find ppl who don't mind dancing bollywood and i can choreograph a dance routine properly and i can even get anyone to listen to me when i talk..

stupid bollywood thing.

2006-06-24T21:35:00.000+08:00

lately(as in the last few days) i've been making lots of earrings. as in using wire, a wig-jig, pliers and beads. i think it started cos i was experimenting with my (relatively) new wig-jig the other day, and i made this really nice flower shape, so i decided to convert it into earrings.when i finished it,it looked pretty nice so i told myself that i would keep it for when i pierced earholes.

somehow or other, that statement developed into "i will pierce earholes this year", and also "when i pierce earholes, at least 50% of the earrings i wear will be homemade".then i went and made 6 pairs of earrings(counting the flower one).

lol.4 r dangling n 2 r studs.i'll post pics nxt time...

in other news, i finished my hw.

well, sort of.i havent done the cl wses because i dun have the bk.stupid yang meh meh.n i havent done the math algebra ws cos i dunno how to do.*sigh*yeah my maths damn lan lar...

2006-06-18T13:37:00.000+08:00

shit.i am so damn pissed abt freaking jia teck. he suddenly had a "bright notion" to get us all to meet at 9 for the class outing tmr.the earliest garfield movie is at 10.30.the shops r all closed that early.what the f r we s'posed to do for 1 1/2 hrs???N he said it was s'posed to end at 5.what does he plan for us to do after lunch???for like 3/4 hrs???argh...

n then theres ppl quitting on the eds handover...n whatever..end up im feeling really pissed rite now....

world cup

2006-06-17T14:34:00.000+08:00

ok...for some reason or other, im much more interested in this world cup than the last ones.maybe cos i was too young last time.anyway i've been staying up late at home(sometimes) and accompanying my bro and sis to macs to watch the matches that r nt free(we dun subscribe).in case u're wondering, i support ARGENTINA. no, nt brazil or england.those two teams are damn hyped-up lar.everyone thinks they're very gd, but in truth, argentina actually rocks more lor.last night's match, Argentina trashed Serbia & Montenegro 6-0. n all 6 goals were damn nice goals.their passing is damn pro.they can instinctively pass to each other accurately, without any hestitation...they like dun even have to look at the person they're passing to lor. n Serbia & Montenegro isnt a bad team at all..and argentina can still beat them 6-nil...

2006-06-12T17:45:00.000+08:00

ok..i have to follow up on this letter game.cos i tagged my bro's blog. goes like this: u tag on my blog, and i'll give you a letter. then you're supposed to think of 10 words beginning with that letter and post them on your blog, along with an explanation as to what the words mean and why u chose each word.

ok my letter's m so...

morning. k during holiday im usually asleep at this time of day :) but sch time i wake up 5.30...

magic.do u believe in magic?

mountbatten rd.yeah thats where dunman is.

macdonalds.im cutting down on my fast food intake.and i found that i prefer kfc.but mac fries r still the best =)

math.one of my worse subjects.also one of my most hated subjects.

music.i love music.doesnt everyone?

menthos.im sucking on one rite now.

marigold.a nice flower and a brand of milk.i have some marigold seeds somewhere..

moogle.lol sry thinking of FF lar.

and lastly...money.the root of all evil.cause of arguments and worse.

2006-06-07T17:36:00.000+08:00

i will kill ziruo. he will be a gone case when we get back to sch.

cos yesterday zr jo and me s'posed to go yh house for geog project.he agreed to meet us at tampines mrt station.i got there a bit late..nat was there too cos she was lending jo some cds..zr hadnt shown up yet.so i called his hp. he answered "wei?"and when i said hello, he didnt reply.i kept saying hello.he hung up.i thought i was an honest mistake so i called him again.his handphone was off.so we decided to take neoprints and eat lunch first, in the hope that he might call us or smthing.he didnt, so we called him again after lunch.both jo and i called nt only his hp but his hse no also.the same thing happened:he answered but hung up on us without saying anything.it was time to go liao so jo and i decided to go to yh house 1st and let zr go himself.we were waiting for the mrt when we met seng wai.

guess where he was going?ZIRUO'S HOUSE. to do another geog project.naturally me and jo were a bit the angry lor.we asked seng wai to call zi ruo so we could talk to him.he answered SENG WAI's call.even though he hadnt answered me and jo's.he told me in a whining voice"but im sick!im lying on my bed!".then he had the nerve to tell me that he had been sick since the day before and had invited seng wai to his house AFTER he had fell sick.and he didnt bother to contact us to tell us why he didnt come.me and jo were so furious we wanted to follow seng wai to ziruo's hse n set it on fire or smthing.but i persuaded her to go yh house and do what we can 1st.stopped at the wrong bustop later..then nd to call yh..and he make sotong movements...and we got to his house.semi-d btw.

we managed to work out a storyline and practised without zr. because he is an idiot we gave him the role of the catfish.yh younger sis is quite cute. but his amah is very...irritating.we were jus abt to practise when she suddenly appeared, settled on the sofa n commented on how jo n i shld cut our hair off because "you chang tou fa shi bu ke yi du shu de".and jo and i also dunno what to say..and we cant practise with her around..so it was very awkward.

halfway through we decide to call seng wai to speak to ziruo and tell him that he's the catfish in our skit.and guess what? the "sick" guy who was "lying on his bed"somehow mustered enough strength to go to the clementi mrt station to fetch seng wai to his house.was angry like hell lar.

i told him"if u can go and fetch seng wai, u can go tanah merah mrt and yh's house rite?" and he went "i have no strength!...." then yh and jo took it in turns to scold him over the phone.and he kept going "okay bye" and tried to hang up the phone but i didnt let him.

yeah anyway i will bash him up when sch reopens..

2006-05-28T15:27:00.000+08:00

ok lotsa stuff happened lately...

1)jo's birthday!!!damn fun.jo me nat chels jerm deen dlim jia teck seng wai jeremywent tampines mall on thurs to celebrate jo's birthday.jo very the generous...treat us all to swensens...total $130++.jo u rock!!!we had a lotta fun...jeremy and dlim spit ice cubes at each other....after that girls go and take neoprints!!!then we joined the guys in toy r' us cos jerm and deen buying present for jo inside...then we were fooling around at the stuffed toy section...the guys were using "robot arms" to pick up soft toys...after that we go walk around..look at voodoo dolls...and then we go watch x-man the last stand...nt bad movie..then we all go home...after very fun day.

2)report bk!!!ok...i did quite well except....my chinese...damn disappointed lar...all my subject A...la A+...but my chinese...get a lousy C...if my chinese got A or even B...my score will be much better...prob beat sx as well..must go and work on cl during hols...

3)(most shocking)khoo resigning!?!?!?heard the news from c.k hu heard from 1k form teacher...we were all so damn shocked lar...all yr we've been wishing khoo wasnt our form teach...and suddenly, our wish is granted!!but then..everyone start feeling guilty...nat jo jeremy etc...but i dunno y, i dun feel any guilt at all...maybe im jus the no liang xin kind lar...but life will be very dif.cos we spent whole yr bitching abt her...then suddenly..she's gone...and i have like no feeling abt it..not guilty...not happy either..i dunno lar...so confused....

2006-05-23T20:28:00.000+08:00

khoo sux. i mean, we all know she sux but now she sux even more(does that make sense?).she was like scolding us for nt doing the ppt abt elements compounds and mixtures properly. it was damn stoopid lar i tell u. she contradicted herself, was biased(didnt scold the 2nd grp as much as us), disgraced herself in front of some visitor...and nat has made the discovery that she has shoes one size too big for her.when she was scolding us.and she like memorised a speech or played it a tape recorder or something.the scolding she gave us+the grp after us was almost exactly the same...

anyway tmr is jo birthday!she treating us to swensens on thurs...jo u rock!!!lala...must go and finish her present...

level camp~eds nite

2006-05-14T17:46:00.000+08:00

level camp+eds night juz ended nt long...level camp 1st:it was ok but i dun think it was really memorable.and fusion night was a bit boring but nt that bad lar.the food was yucky and the canteens toilets digusting =) but it was a lot better on the 3rd day cos they cleaned it p.anyway if what i heard frm my seniors is true nxt yr camp will be a lot a lot worse...

eds night was much better. eds rocks!!!!!

it was damn gan dong yesterday lah...cos after the floorshock vanessa asked us to meet her...then she gave everyone personalised notes and sparklers and matches and everything and afterwards all the dance ppl gathered on the grass in a circle and lit the sparklers...vanessa lit her one, then passed the flame to the nxt person who passed it to the nxt person and so on...to symbolise the passing on of the spark of eds dance... cos this was her last yr in dunman and eds,last eds nite...and she has to stop cca soon cos of o level..so we wont see her much anymore..she was crying..and everyone also cried with her.personally i didnt manage to cry..but i teared a bit when they played the sad music...vanessa really contributed so much to eds and dance..everyone will really miss her i think...and i really appreciate the time and effort she took to write personalised msgs for everyone...i think dance jus wont feel the same without her... jus to let u know, though you prob. wont read this...: VANESSA, YOU ROCK!!!

eds night

2006-05-07T00:05:00.000+08:00

havent updated so long...1st lemme talk abt EDS night!today was eds night...it rocked. we got there like 6 hrs earlier and basically slacked around most of the time and did makeup.lunch=chicken rice. afternoon concert the audi so empty!one whole side and most of another side of the seats were empty lor.it was ok...except i made mistake...but not obvious lah. after the dance(it was 1st item) we went to audi to watch the whole thing. very nice...some of the plays very the funny. then we slacked until nite time concert, and this one i nt as nervous coz my parents nt there. but after we finished our dance the stoopid teachers dun let us in lor!so unfair!i mean, li mian got seats what, and we wouldnt "disturb the audience" if we're quiet. most of the sec.1s sneaked in except me vanessa + liesel. coz i was feeling guai kia =). but the upper sec(our seniors) got permission to go back and watch after their dance so everyone(that was left) juz followed them in.but so sad leh. missed the upper sec. dance!!!i really wanted to watch it again. it rocks....

btw thanx to all seniors :) for being so nice and helping us with makeup until sometimes no time to eat liao.(e.g:vanessa was helping ppl put makeup and being fed her dinner by samantha-who incidently was feeding herself and gina at the same time-at the same time.while practising her lines for "the end".hows that for multitasking?)

2006-04-16T19:20:00.000+08:00

sry...haven't blogged for so long...feeling lazy =). not like anyone even reads my blog anyway. im like talking to rows of empty seats or smthing. but still nice to reflect anyway.

finally got the class t-shirt thing confirmed...so relieved. that thing has been bothering me for so long. at least now miss khoo can't complain abt me anymore. im quite worried abt how the design will turn up on the shirt though...the colours are a little too bright and im scared we can't read the name...hope that it'll turn up nice anyway.

time to start planning nxt class outing?im reluctant to try east coast again...maybe a movie would be nice...

argh loads of tests coming...by rite i shld be studying...ah well.back to work...

2006-03-23T15:43:00.000+08:00

i hate miss khoo. today when she was explaining abt heat capacity she bored everyone to death, and her english is also very bad. she went "when one thing gains energy, something else will lost energy" and said something abt "standing on the swimming pool".

and she keep on telling me stuff like "you must enforce cleanliness" because the class throw their newspaper on the floor and thats so stoopid lor coz i cant get them to listen to me and she also never bother to do anything one. hypocrite.she dun care abt our class one. she talk abt giving us independence and watever but she cannot even help to get the class to keep quiet when shes sitting there and can SEE that nat and i cant control the class during interaction.

the new darren is very bian tai lor. he loves to talk fei hua and very sick stuff. he claimed that he was gay and liked yang lao shi.omg. and he asked yi hao some stuff that u dont want to know.seriously. lets juz say that he asked him abt his hair...

chelsia is nice. shes really chio also.

oh yesterday was world water day and it was a media event. we all thought the water wally is heng guang lor...because hg and denise had to play com games on stage as part of the event(hg appeared on the news hahah). so we saw him going backstage then the water wally come out and start shaking its butt. so we all naturally assume shi heng guang lor(coz it was shaking its butt hahah). but he said not him. damn. the reporter very wu liao. she like go and stand inside the audi toilet to talk abt world water day.stoopid rite?

we are squished in our class

2006-03-21T20:56:00.000+08:00

wah recently two new ppl(after jacky) popped into our class. very ji le. ok one hwa chong guy (everyone very surprised y he come here apparently he stay very far frm hc) and scgs girl(chelsia).wah chelsia stay even further from dunman than me. she jurong west omg. i bukit panjang.hahah can visit each other. of course we girls all very happy got new girl lah too many guys liao but our stoopid classroom is really very small le...we are all squished. and i think there might be at least one more girl lor because of what the com teacher mentioned(she said somehting abt 19 ppl and hwee chian said she saw some weird name on the namelist when she was making elearning account for chelsia).ah well at least another girl more even.

yah we very busy educating her abt our class heheh. lol when i told her that yihao was called yihao he apparently didnt hear what i said and shouted "don't listen to what she says" and im like oh so u're not called yihao ah.anyway everyone noe our class shen jing bing one lah. i think ting joanna and yihao argue already bei xia huai liao. they will like shout pervertic things at each other (they take turns one) then they will burst out laughing (even during lesson)and laugh like xiao then continue shouting pervertic things at each other....they very pei leh...but dun tell joanna if not she kill me...and yihao also.

2006-03-17T22:03:00.000+08:00

right.today we went for our class outing.which was a bit of a failure.

firstly it was supposed to be a picnic. no one brought food(except me and no one was willing to eat my mashed potatoes) so everyone ate macs for lunch. after lunch we sorta split up. joseph jia teck denise and jermaine went to cycle. me nat hwee chian jo heng guang yihao seng wai went to arcade. actually we wanted to go bowling at first but it was crowded so we stood outside debating whether to go parkway arcade or not. until we realised that there was an arcade right next to the bowling alley we were standing outside.

anyway we mostly played para para and dance dance revolution for the next 3 hrs or so. after some time jia teck joined us.apparently joseph denise and jermaine went home liao. then slowly everyone started disappearing.until only me nat and hwee chian were left. jia teck was at macs eating his dinner.everyone else went home.

jeremy didnt come. as far as i know, ziruo's still trying to get a taxi.(he wasnt at macs at 1 o clock.the guys called him and told him to take taxi coz he lives at clementi.somehow he never showed up.sometime at 2 jia teck was calling us to check whether ziruo was with us).darren uh showed up way early (8 or 9) then left before 12.

our "class outing". sigh.

eds camp

2006-03-15T22:10:00.000+08:00

ok i came back frm eds camp like 2 days ago but too lazy to post an entry...ok firstly eds camp was fun. so there. i noe a lot of ppl didnt like it but i dont see whats wrong with it.i liked the water balloons and the amazing race. didnt dare to watch the horror movie though. closed my eyes throughout the whole thing. yeah im a scaredy cat but if i watch i'll have nightmares for months.

anyway eds ppl are all really wacky ppl. my seniors rock like hell. but its quite scary when i realise some day we'll be like them...i mean after hearing how shi bao managed to split his pants when he was demonstrating how to fall, im not really sure i want to be like them... but they're all very fun . our "grand seniors" came back. they graduated last yr. they're even more wu liao than this yrs seniors... i cant really imagine eds nxt yr without our seniors(particularly the com members). i mean a lot of them are in sec 4 already and since they'll be taking o'levels they have to stop cca very soon (abt june i think). shit lar i think eds juz wont be the same without them lor.

yay hahah i like vanessa(as in the head of dance). shes so funny yet so nice.

2006-03-09T21:18:00.000+08:00

argh im gonna have to rush around during the hols...lol so much dance i think i'll jian fei lor.

ok this is my schedule:
sat: EDS camp
sun: EDS camp
mon: EDS camp, Ballet
tues:Ballet
wed: Ballet,EDS dance
thurs: free day
fri: EDS dance
sat:free day
sun:Ballet

darn and i have some hw too....

2006-03-08T19:53:00.000+08:00

ok. im sure u realised i changed my blogskin. its actually supposed to reflect my new love for dancing.(EDS Dance!w00t!).yeah. anyway i think im sorta becoming fanatical abt dance. the other day when i had dance, i became positively bouncy(at one point in time i was literally bouncing but thats another story...) and begun to freak out my frens(ask xin wei) with wu liao actions.

we're having eds camp frm sat to mon. yay!

new student in our class. really unexpected coz the term is almost over liao. his name is jacky and hes apparently gd in sports. seems ok lah.

on another note, they went and cancelled the carnival! and just when we were starting to become enthu. and the reasons given were unclear and unbelievable. or maybe its juz the way miss khoo said it. i quote "he(mr sng) is scared that you know....students might have to pay out of their pockets....and they have to stand and sweat...." something like that.

hm i realised that my habit is to not post for a long time, then suddenly write a long long post with all the happenings of a week crammed inside. ah well. i'll try to update more regularly.

of tests and milkshakes

2006-03-03T19:42:00.000+08:00

the title of this post sounds kinda weird but it sorta makes sense... anyway, we got back some of our tests today. and we had our math test. erk. im ddddeeeaaaaaaddddd. my math test. a diasaster. >< i mean i left 2 and a half questions blank. which is about 8 marks. argh. and the questions that i did do were kinda rushed through...

ah well. i did pretty well/ok on my tests. science was 23 half over 30. still ok lah. chinese was sucky. only 60 upon 100 but since the highest was 72 i suppose it isnt so bad. yay geog i got highest in class! one of the highest anyway. shu xuan got same as me. 16 upon 20. we were highfiving while other ppl were complaining abt their marks. lol. well. i think im gd at stuff like geog and la and watever coz im naturally long-winded and gd at bull shitting. juz like my bro. now u noe where i got it frm. XD. im quite confident of my la...but again, math...argh.

we were discussing carnival again today. thats where the milkshake part comes in. we were talking about bubble tea until someone suggested milkshakes form stall 1. those yummy delicious milkshakes the uncle makes. *lost in milkshake bliss*. anyway, they ran to bargain with the uncle(s) before someone else could "cheop" him. and yippie HE AGREED TO MAKE US 200 MILKSHAKES if we pay for the materials!!!yay!so nice of them. they arent charging us for the making of the milkshakes.anyway everyone loves those milkshakes so if we sell them for 1.50 we oughta make a nice hefty profit.

on another note. EDS camp is nxt sat to mon. yay! me happy happy. for some reason or other dance acts like an antidepressant on me. when theres gonna be dance i become pretty bouncy.*bounce bounce*.

they want the class com-class chairman,vice chairman,treasurer and secretary(basically me natalia and yi hao) to attend some training nxt fri. to teach us to "lead" our class(for me at least). but fri is dance day! how could the evil sch make me miss dance?!?!? *sniff sniff*...

2006-02-25T12:16:00.000+08:00

now about yesterday(fri). sometimes i hate my class. we were supposed to be discussing class t-shirt and they were making stoopid suggestions and everything . and they disagreed with the first idea we had and after 20 mins of voting, we were back to the same idea we started with. and it didnt help that hg was suggesting stuff like "paste a pen on the t-shirt". and we need to finsih it by 1 MARCH. lost cause.

and a lot of the class(the guys) want the shirt personalised.i mean personalising is ok if its minor stuff but they wanted everyone to design/choose something for the back of their t-shirts.
guys. are. idiots.
if its personlaise unil everyone has something dif on their t-shirts, its not a class t-shirt anymore. and have they considered how many designs we need to draw out if we follow their ideas(and they'll prob not do anything and leave me to draw out the designs anyway)?that would be 15 dif. designs. it'll cost like xiao.more so than if everyone had one design.

argh. i repeat: guys. are. idiots.

btw i think nat makes a much better class chairman than me. shes more of a natural leader and can do the maintaining discipline thing.

going back to hpps

2006-02-25T11:58:00.000+08:00

ok i havent updated my bloggy for a few days...too busy...not like many ppl read it anyway ><. well. on thurs we had a holiday for gd o level results so i went back to hpps. i felt so out of place... me in my berms and t-shirt going back to my pri sch...and i needed a visitors pass to get in.

Anyway my teachers all tried to/gave me food. and ms ng, mdm rosaidah and mrs idil made lotsa jokes about me being a trainee teacher. lol. i miss my old teachers. they're mostly better then the present ones...

i visited my juniors. the p6 that i know +the p4 gep i dont know. venus remembered me obviously(i had to remind her to concentrate on the lesson), but stoopid whats-his-name couldnt remember me even though we were both in chinese club(which is tiny) for a year. he kept on looking at me and going "u look familar".huh.

kids nowadays are so rude(im not a kid anymore...not really and even if i am im not rude :P). one of the p4s went "who is she?" and when i told him i was his senior, i could have sworn he whispered something about space aliens to his friend.

they made changes to the food in the canteen. and i realised that perspectives change when u enter sec.sch. in pri sch, a bowl of 50 cent noodles were juz nice for me. wheni went back, i was like "what, so small bowl???" i finished it in one gulp(sorta).

i sat in for 3 periods of el lessons with the p6es. i felt so nostaglic(*sniff sniff*) at one point that i was hoping mdm rosaidah would give me a ws. sigh...pri sch el lessons are much more interesting than sec sch ones...miss kheng is nice but boring...

anyway when i went home i felt so inspired(ahem ahem) by my experiences that i went and wrote a poem about it. not finished yet though.

2006-02-17T19:52:00.000+08:00

ok today we finally got around to decorating our noticeboard.yay it looks damn nice.at the very least it wont get last place like our class painting :(. anyway it has a black background and is supposed to look like a web browser but doesnt really. nvm lah. shu xuan wrote out "www.1laffey.com" in a VERY NICE kinda font. and we have a bar at the side to scroll down...and a mouse. joanna suggested this forum thingy where we write our opinions on a certain subject onto transparencies that can be washed of. and because of popular support frm the class, we had maple story characters+mountains plastered here and there.

wa lao eh jia teck not here AGAIN.he was absent for a week and came back yesterday. and apparently his mom called and said that he fell sick again because he was OVERWORKED by the evil teachers dumping TONS of work on him.which is totally stupid.because we havent had much hw,if any at all, during the time jia teck was absent. the only hw he got yesterday was a math practice paper. and even if he DID have a lot of hw, the teachers wont expect him to hand up ALL of it the nxt day what. his mom is xiao.

finally got a blog...

2006-02-15T19:09:00.000+08:00

finally got a blog...i was starting to feel left out.almost everyone i know has a blog. anyway i'll try to update regularly and everything.expect some crap posts.

the name is kinda weird. i think its a font...anyway i couldnt think of anything and it juz sounded coolio so i put it in.

argh...we're having so many tests *sob sob*.there's geog and sc and hcl and la and math...*the list goes on and on*. dunman is quite slack they dont give much hw,but y must the tests be so close together???

hahah i love eds dance. when i said i wish i had it 3 times a week, natalia looked at me weirdly and said i was crazy. but i think its really fun. glad i got into eds instead of chinese society(which i put as first choice) because after seeing the cs CNY performance, i got put off liao.they did this digusting dance i think they were supposed to be horses and they shook their butts and tossed their hair over their faces.looked like ghosts. i mean i have long hair but i DO NOT want to look like a ghost...